Samarpan Online Group Meditation Newsletter

Topic of the week – Let the sadguru make your day

Yesterday I gave the entire day in Swamijies hands. He should decide about my day! I stopped my inner dialogue, made myself “empty” and prayed that he might determine my actions and my day and not “I”. Full of confidence, that the Guru knows best what I might have to do next, I went through this and started working……….. It was amazing and beautiful, what I received that day through HIS grace. I spent the day in the sound-studio. It has been a long time, since I had recorded there. By itself, I started to lay a base sound with the accordion under some “Mantras” and after a while I chanted some vocal tracks on Mantras and recorded the whole. This work was so intense that sometimes I completely fell into a trance and could hardly move. In the evening, the Mantras ( inviting the gods = deva Aavahanam) had been recorded. In the Ashram in Dandi, (in which I spent the last three Anusthans -depth meditations of 45 days-) I have obtained  a lot of experiences by surrender a day, a certain activity or the single moment to Swamiji. My duty during Anuthan was in the Security team and at each security spot I emptyfied myself and prayed that the Guru Energies may take over this body as a medium for the Guru Karya, since that task is too big for that body. Then sometimes it seemed that a force had turned my body in a particular direction, even though my body had struck the opposite direction, and because of that I was aware, that someone who was not authorized would enter the Ashram.

This kind of praying also worked well during the first Mega Meditation in which our Security team were allowed to sit beside and “meditate half”, but we should also pay attention to the surrounding area. Before, I emptyfied myself as usualy and prayed that the Guru Energies might perform the Guru Karya through this empty body. The Meditation was so strong for me that I went into a trance. I could not open my eyes, nor I could move. Then suddenly it was as if an alien force opened my eyes, turned my head and make me seen a visitor who went in the wrong direction. I got up automatically, turned the person in the right direction, sat back and felt  a very very deep and all-embracing love in the atmosphere. Tears of joy and happiness were running down my face. I had surrendered my body with entire trust and faith to the Guru Energies, for performing the Guru Karya and they bestowed me with a beautiful experience of what is happening, if we surrender ourselves completely into the hands of  God. I have had a lot of such positive experiences. Again and again I was given, that it is the very best, if we do not do what we want to do, but do what a higher authority wants us to do. HE knows what is best for us. Since Anushtan I have every confidence in it and am very grateful to make this experience even in my home in Germany

Your Heiki